I Mean to Say This
will i ever know?
ruin me not. forgive me. we will meet.
I am sorry that i can not speak in my native tonuge. but i confined to international standards.
we will meet. in breath or spirit.
You will not let me out if your hands forever.
I avenge your decision. giving me up was a wise and painful choice.
i have lived a life you wanted...but i am ready to Meet my makers.
you cannot escape the love that i have bestowed for you. though I may never meet you in person, i hope to find you.
You may be my worst imagination, or my dream.
i have been forewarned to meet you. time and time i will long for your presence..and i know I will never find it fast enough to mend my breaking heart.
my heart will go on, and on. through the disregards and put downs i have received.
i am hoping to see your faces.. time will go on, and wishing you were here to see me live the life you indended.
may i finally one day can stand in your presence And say "I love you".